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Love Letters of Paniali; Letters from bottom of heart which are not easy to share. Maybe one day letters will be opened...

Sunday, January 23, 2005

The prayer:

KHoda ya Help me to achive 3 things:

Iman; Beleive: So I can keep my heart in peace and be sure There is a better, brighter feature for me always. and know that there is no limitation to what can I reach. a faith to have a dream.

Jorat; Ability: To follow my biggest dreams, An ablity that makes me go for the best, and give me the " jorat" to change what is not perfect. The "JORAT" and the "ABILITY" to go for the best, and not settele for imputiy

An ability to help me work hard and hard and hard.

Eshgh; Love: So I can love whatever whitin and outside me, and have an open heart toward what happens around me.

So i can have a liguid sweat heart in the way that in each and every situation I can keep my identity, betoonam mahiate khoodam ro hefz konam, ama shekle oon zarfi / sharayeti ke toosh ham gharar gereftam ro peida konam.
ama ba ghalbi maye ye eradeye ahanin dashteh absham.
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On : 1/23/2005 12:55:49 PM daria joonet (www) said:


besiar ziba bood

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On : 1/24/2005 9:10:39 PM .p (www) said:


bayad in doam ro yejoori megoftam ke bavaram meshod hesabi, dobare diroozo parirooz narhat boodam,
dishab vaghti azam porsid chera narahati, javabi nadashtam, badesh ke bad az 8 min harfamoon tamoom shod, yani harfay man, ( ghablan tell hamoon 4-5 saat tool mekeshid) barash ye messgae gozashtam goftam delam yeki ro mekhast ke mesle 3 mahpishet boood.
baram hichi javab nadad,
medoonestam, medoonestam ke harfesh ine ke " man harfi ro ke hess nakonam nemizanam faghat baraye inke to khooshet biad, "
manam hich vaght nemikham bezoor chizi ro bekham vaghti medoonam nemitoone ya nemikhad.
shaydam khariate mane, shaydam pesara ingadhr mohem nistan, bayad faghat khareshoon kard ta kari ro ke mekhay barat bekonand.
ama medoonam nemikham va ghalban nemitoonam kasi ro khar konam, hata age rewardesh khili bala basheee.

asri bad az koli ke ba khoodam saro kale zadeh booodam, dobare dashtam ghashang emdidamesh, dobareh karhay nicesh tooy zehnam meioomad.
bad poshte comp didamesh, azam porsid nahar khoordi? goftam message dishabam ro gerefti? goft are, goftam thanx for reply. goft hame reply ha zabooni nist. ( medoonestam manzooresh hamoon harfast, be ghoole khoodesh age chizi male to bashe bedastesh meiari)
rastesh chizi nemigoftam, ama shoroo kard ahr chee tooy delam bood goft, va inke harfash rast boood khili asabam ro khoord mekard. goftesh ke oon joori ke man mekham nemitooone mano doost dasteh bashe,
khili maskharast adam gedayee doost dashtan bekone,
maskhare tar oone ke adam harfi nazane ama bedoonand ke delet doost dashteh shodan mekhad.
...
medoonam ke bazi ha ham boodand ke hamino az man mekhastand, vaghti beheshoon megoftam bezar fagaht baham doost bashim, va yeki megoft nemitooen fagaht ba man doosst bashe, rastesh khili eftekhar mekardam be in harfesh, ama nemifahmidam yani cheee,
....

vaghti dast mezasht rooy nokteyee ke khodam ham medooenstam, chizi ke khodam bahash tamame inmodat saro kale mezadam, khili sakht boood, behesh goftam metoonam hameye fohshhaye tooy domnia ro ke hata baladam nistam behet bezanam.


medoonam hameye sakhtish gozashtan az in marhalast, va dashtane imane ghavi ke hamoonjoori ke tahala har relationshippi ke boodeh ye chize jaidi yadam dadeh, ke bad ha fahmidam, va hesabi komakam kardeh tooy rabetehhaye badim, inam ye pele hast.

shayd badish ine ke hich vaght "dochare" in pele ham nemishodam.
shayadam tamame ghashangish hamin bashee
hich vaght fekr nemikardam beshinam gerye konam
oonam vase jaryani ke bekhatere ye pesari be vojood oomadeh bashee.
khoodam ro khili agheltar va ba self diciplin tar az in bache bazia medoonestam.

alanam zang zadeh message baram gozashthe ke behehs zang bezanam, hes nemikonam ke ahrfhayee ke mekhad bezane, harfhaye ghashangi basheee...
tasmim nadaram behesh zang bezanam.



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On : 1/24/2005 9:56:54 PM .p (www) said:


nemidoonam chera kief mede vaghti bahahs dava mekonam, vaghti medoonam az dava kardan va bahs kardan badesh meiad.
shaydam badesh nemiad, yadame khoodesh ye bar goft ke bahs ha ro tarjih mede be harfhaye ghoorboonet besham, ( hatman vaghti in harfo mezadeh, nemidoonest big time pashimoon meshe az in harfesh, va dige faydehyee nadare)


jalebish ine ke vaghti ham ke oon baham bahs mekone, va debsh mezane tooy khal, nokteyee ro mege ke bahsh moshkel daram , vali be rooy khoodam niavordam tahala. dorosteh in harfash hersamo dar miare, ama hersam ro dar miare chon medoonam dorost mege, ama in joor bahs ha sabab meshe bishtar doostesh dashteh basham,
shayd khili in harfha namarboot bashe, ya unhelathy,
ama khoob dava kardan ham ye joorayee sexyee!
jane khoodam.!!!!!
 
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